A bang... or maybe a backfire?
I had every intention of starting back to school today a long with everyone else. A week after surgery- they told me you're usually out of work 5 days, so I saw no problem with attempting to go back today. Against my parents and several other's suggestions I was going to attempt the 3 days this week- even though I have plenty of sick days I know that once the twins arrive I will want to take a day or two off.
Even though I was dreading the end of Winter Break, I went to bed early Tuesday night in anticipation of an early wakeup time the next morning. Alarm went off- head ache and feeling sinus-nauseous... trudge on to the shower. Half-way through shower I decide I really don't have the strength to make it. Begrudgely call & email school. Blow dry hair and return to bed. Wake up around 10:30 still feeling cruddy. Sit up on the couch, get sick to my stomach and round 1 of throw up (sry TMI). Go up stairs to lay on couch- try to eat some jello a few minutes later... not even half a cup and it comes right back up- round 2. Mom comes home and is frying some pork chops to throw in the crock-pot... just the smell sends me right back to the bathroom- round 3.
At this point I give up and decide maybe I do need to take the next 2 days off and recoup.
In the mean time I have been enjoying listening to PASSION2013~ live.
Matt Redman, what an anointed song writer and worship leader
Beth Moore, an anointed writer and motivational speaker
By nature I am a busy body- always on the go never taking time to fully rest. Sometimes the only way I rest and fully rest is when I've been knocked flat off my feet.
The adage goes- how you start your year is a determiner of how your year will progress... maybe God's trying to tell me I need to rest in him this year?
I came across this on a blog - and it resignated with me right away... exactly what the Lord was trying to tell me, dontcha think?

Do you know about this little book? I got it last year in the middle of the year and it has been one of the most delightful tools in learning more about just how Jesus speaks to me. I just have been so inspired by reading a small paragraph from it each day after my morning time in God's Word.
I just wanted to share today's message. It spoke to me so much about how I needed to take the time to let God speak to me. My mind is always going in hundreds of directions, whether it be insignificant, like taking one load of laundry out of the washer and put in the dryer, or needing to get ready to go somewhere or thinking what I need to be doing for a church member in need.
Today's message just spoke to me. Maybe it will you too.
"Relax in My Healing Presence. As you spend time with Me, your thoughts tend to jump ahead to today's plans and problems. Bring your mind back to Me for refreshment and renewal. Let the Light of My Presence soak into you, as you focus your thoughts on Me. Thus I equip you to face whatever the day brings."
(And here is the sentence that jumped off the page to me this morning:)
"THIS SACRIFICE OF TIME PLEASES ME AND STRENGTHENS YOU."
"Do not skimp on our time together. Resist the clamor of tasks waiting to be done. You have chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from you."
Based on Psalm 105:4 and Luke 10: 39-42
Lord, let me learn to spend quality time with you because I certainly need your strength today and the days ahead in this new year. Amen!